Despondency strikes!

I am feeling despondent. I think it is partly anti-climax of being home and not doing fun things and partly the knowledge that I have to go back to work tomorrow. It has been so good these past two days just getting on with things ...even accounts....and not having to pack up at mid-day and go off to work. A friend came round unexpectedly for coffee this morning and stayed for lunch. Now on a working day that couldn't have happened. The coffee yes, but not the leisurely lunch. And also I would have been mentally counting the lost time even while enjoying the company. And I haven't been able to get into my workroom and sew! I had to go and check the rules for the postcard swap just to make sure that I'd got time still. I have! The last arrival date is end of November. Even I can make that! But there is so much I want to be doing. I feel torn! I have no pictures to show and nothing interesting to tell you. I feel as exciting as a lump of charcoal! I think this calls for a good book! I shall renew myself tomorrow after I've wept into my wine tonight! Also my ankles have swollen up and that in itself is worrying. I think I must start a detox tomorrow. So I shall enjoy the glass of wine tonight and then no more! Sometimes I would like to be another person! Perhaps I will wake up a different person in the morning. Strange things do happen!